There Are 5 Directions

andrewbreitel:

harryssexkitten:

onedirection-gasm:

anotherworld-with-1d:

zi-all:

harryspenisnose:

liamseverchanginghair:

“And they lived happily ever after.”

“The end.” Your five year old daughter, Spencer, finished. She loved when you read her fairytales – they were her favourite bedtime stories.  You placed the book on her night stand, kissing her forehead as you tucked her in. Her little arms hugged a soft brown teddy she had named Beary – the perfect name in her eyes when Daddy had brought him home.  You flicked off the lamp, casting shadows across the room. You padded your way to the door, careful not to step on any of the various toys strewn all over the floor.

“I love you mummy.” A small voice whispered in the darkness.

“I love you too, Spence. Sweet dreams, sweetheart.” You called softly as you shut the door behind you.  You were just about to walk away when you heard an unusual creak coming from your little girl’s room. Just as you placed your hand on the knob to turn the handle, a quiet murmur started. Pressing your ear against the door, you heard Spencer’s voice, hushed, but clear as day on the other side.

“Hi Daddy. It’s me, Spencer. Hope you’re having a good day up there in Heaven. Today in school we worked on our letters. Ms Hurley said I was getting really good at my q’s! Mummy made me my favourite peanut butter and banana sandwich for lunch. It was yummy! I accidentally spilt some paint on my pants when we were painting today, but Mummy said she can get it out. I painted our family – you, me, Mummy and Charlie the gold fish. We ran out of yellow paint, so I had to make him purple. I also got asked to come over to Jackie’s for a playdate on Saturday – I hope I can go! Beary says ‘Hi’ and that he misses you. I think I miss you more than Beary. But Mummy misses you the most. I heard her crying again last night, Daddy. She was so sad she called Uncle Niall on the phone. I think you should come back, Daddy. I know Mummy says you can’t, but maybe if you talked to God he’d let you. God seems like a nice man. Just ask him, okay? Goodnight Daddy, I love you.”

And with that, you heard the curtains being drawn shut and the nearly silent swish of fabric against fabric as she crawled back into the sheets.

You took a few minutes, just standing there, taking in what you just heard, before turning your back to the door and sliding down until you were sitting on the ground.  You drew your legs up into your body, hugging them, as you felt the tears fall to your cheeks. You’re not sure how long you sat there as your tears streaked across your cheeks, but when you did finally pull yourself up, your limbs were stiff.

You shuffled into your bedroom, pulling your clothes from your body and leaving them in your wake. You walked straight over to the closet, and pulled out one of his favourite flannel shirts. You climbed wearily into your own bed, and pulled his pillow to your chest to muffle your weakening sobs.

She reminds me of you, you know. The slight curl in her hair, to the deepest chocolate of her eyes. She has your smile too. She’s also mature beyond her years – a quality she could only have inherited from you. I don’t think I ever realised just how similar you two were until you weren’t there anymore.

She’s right, Liam. I miss you like you can’t even begin to imagine. It’s been seven months since your kidney failed, and it still breaks my heart every time I turn a corner and you’re not there, or every time I slip under the covers and am welcomed by your empty side of the bed. I’ve tried to stay strong, but apparently I haven’t done enough to protect Spencer from what losing you has done to me. I’ll try harder, I promise. She deserves better. She deserves to still believe in happily ever afters. She deserves to believe that life can be just like a fairytale in one of her books. Like I did when I had you.

legitimately crying. wow. 

oh my god. sobbing.

Liam needs a kidney donor

im crying so hard.

I started crying when I first heard the song.

(via niallers-princess)

niallhoransbabe:

Goodbye

“This is it then”Liam said as he looked at the 4 boys he once called his brothers.

“I guess it is”Harry said starting to tear up.

Each one of the boys all looked at each other speechless it was all over. 5 years of being the biggest boyband in the world and this was they’re last show they’re last big performance as a group in the place were it all started. Wembley arena in London.

“Lets do this”Zayn yelled.

They all ran out on stage where Simon was sitting first row.

“HELLO WEMBLEY”liam yelled into the mic. The crowd went wild but it was a sad wild it was like you could hear the sobs going threw the arena.

“As you all know this is our final show. After 5 years One Direction has decided to split into different directions. I just wanted to say thank you so much for supporting us for all this time”Harry choked out was going to say more but he couldn’t.

“And Simon we couldn’t do it without you, we hope to have done you proud”Niall said tears threatning to spill over.

“This ones for you Uncle Simon”Louis said and the music started playing.The crowd went mad.

[LIAM]
I thought I saw a girl brought to life
She was warm she came around
She was dignified
She showed me what it was to cry
You couldn’t be that girl I adored
You don’t seem to know or seem to care
What your heart is for
But I don’t know her anymore

[HARRY]
There’s nothing left, I used to cry
My conversation has run dry
That’s what’s going on
Nothing’s fine

[HARRY, LOUIS, NIALL]
I’m torn
I’m all out of faith
This is how I feel
I’m cold and I am shamed
I’m lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I’m wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You’re a little late
I’m already torn (I’m already torn)

[HARRY]
There’s nothing left, I used to cry
Inspiration has run dry
That’s what’s going on
There’s nothing’s fine

[HARRY, LOUIS, NIALL]
I’m torn
Torn
I’m torn

[HARRY]
Nothing’s fine
I’m torn

[ALL]
I’m all out of faith
This is how I feel
I’m cold and I am shamed
Lying broken on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I’m wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You’re a little late
I’m already torn

[ZAYN]
I’m already
I’m already torn

[ALL]
Torn
Oooh
Torn

As they sang the last note they all broke down. Niall first, then Louis, next it was harry then Zayn. Finally Liam looked into the crowd and held onto the four other boys. 

As they said they’re good byes to the crowd they all thought of something when they walked off the stage.

Niall thought of his Xfactor audition how he wanted to sell out arenas and preform with some of the best artist in the world. 

Zayn thought of the feeling he got when they made it threw the Live shows the excitement the fear, the not knowing where they were going.

Louis thought of the feeling they got on the first Live show Harry threw up at least 3 times from nerves but they all agreed it was the best night of they’re lives.

Harry thought of the feeling he had when they got kicked off in the final 3. It was like being punched in the stomache.

And Liam, surprisingly he thought of his audition in 2008 how he made it to judges houses and he seem’d so upset when Simon said no which made him laugh.

“Whats so funny”Zayn asked? His eyes red from tears.

“I was thinking of my audition in 2008, how sad I was when I didn’t get threw”he said.

“That made you laugh”Niall asked? Trying to smile.

“I was just thinking about how foolish i was to think simon had made a mistake. He always knew, he knew they’re was a reason. I am so gratful for him gratful for you guys. Thank you”Liam said tears streaming down his cheeks.

“Come here guys”Louis said pulling them all up for a hug.

After they hugged and cryed, they grabbed they’re stuff. They all walked out with someone special. Liam with his finance, Louis with his girl friend. Niall his mum. Zayn his sisters, and Harry with a few of his friends. And they never looked back.